i hated this song when we recorded it, but in hindsight it’s actually kind of nice. i miss you jon.
Seeking friend to drink gin with until the snow melts.
i just read over my last few years of posts on here and was pretty overwhelmed by how good i used to be at articulating how i felt about things. the older i’ve gotten, the more life has been about burying emotions and bearing it alone.
i had an awkward conversation with someone from high school that came into my work yesterday. after a few minutes of me trying to hold a conversation while obsessing over the fact that i looked like shit, she asked me what i wanted to do with my life. i should have said end it.